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Xsâ s\mhntjyäv UndIvSdmbncp¶
^m. fqbnkv kn.Fw.sF. ¡v AÂt^m³km½ hnhn[ Ahkc§fn FgpXnb I¯pIfn \n¶v.
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IÀ¯mhnsâ Xncpa\Êv
t]mse
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C\n temIkt´mj§sfm¶pw F\n¡mbn«pÅXÃmsb¶v F\n¡p ]qÀ®t_m[yapWvSv. AXp Rm³ Bin¡p¶nÃ. Zp:JmcnjvSXIfn Rm³ a\Êam[m\w shSnbp¶nÃ. Fs¶ kw_Ôn¨nSt¯mfw FÃmw ssZh]cn]me\ Xs¶. AXpsImWvSv Fsâ ZpcnX§fn Rm³ kt´mjn¡pIbmWv thWvSXv. ]dªdnbn¡m³ h¿m¯ a[pcamb Fsâ Cutimtb, temIkt´mj§sfÃmw F\n¡p ssI¸mbn ]IÀ¯tW F¶msWsâ \nc´camb {]mÀ°\. AXpsImWvSv ssI¸p hcpt¼mÄ F´n\p Zp:Jn¡p¶p? Hcp k¼¶³ F{X ]mhs¸«hsf Xsâ `mcybmbn kzoIcn¨mepw hnhmltijw AbmfpsS kpJ¯n\pw Zp:J¯n\pw Ahfpw AÀlbmsW¶v AhnSp¶p R§tfmSp ]dªn«pÅXp Rm³ kZm HmÀ½n¡p¶pWvSv. Fsâ aWhmfsâ Hmlcn IjvSmcnjvSXIfmWv. AsXÃmw BenwK\w sN¿m³ Rm³ a\ÊmIp¶p. Fsâ Bßmhv kam[m\¯n hkn¡p¶p. Fs´¶mÂ, GgpsImÃw ap¼p apX Rm³ FtâXÃ. Fs¶ apgph\pw Fsâ ZnhyaWhmf\p _enbÀ¸n¨ncn¡pIbmWv. A¡mcyw AhnSpt¯¡dnhpÅXmWtÃm. IÀ¯mhnsâ CjvSw t]mse F´pw sNbvXpsImÅs«. AXpsImWvSv kpJw In«m³ Rm³ Bin¡p¶nÃ. IÀ¯mhnsâ Xncpa\Êpt]mse hcphm\mWv Rm³ At]£n¡p¶Xv. |
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(30 - 11 - 1943)
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temImhkm\w
hscbpw kln¡m³
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]camÀ°¯n Rm³ GsXÃmw hn[¯nÂ, F´pam{Xw, kln¡ps¶¶v Cutim\mY³ am{Xw Adnbp¶p. F¦nepw Fsâ \à Cutim Fs¶ C{Xam{Xw kvt\ln¡p¶ ØnXn¡v CXà CXn¡qSpX F´p am{Xw thWsa¦nepw, temImhkm\w hscbpw Cu I«nen InS¶psImWvSv kIe hnjaXIfpw kln¡phm³ Rm³ \njvIf¦ambn B{Kln¡p¶p. kl\¯nsâ Hcp _enbmbn«p acn¡Wsa¶mWv ssZhXncpa\sʶv F\n¡nt¸mÄ tXm¶p¶pWvSv. Asæn F{X ]tWvS Rm³ acnt¡WvSXmbncp¶p. Fsâ _en kmh[m\amWv AhnSp¶p kzoIcn¡p¶Xv. AtXmÀ¡pt¼mÄ F\n¡p kt´mjta DÅq. AXpsImWvSv Fsâ ]nXmth, AhnSp¶v Ft¶msSm¶n¨v Fsâ t]À¡mbn«pIqSn ssZh¯n\p \µn ]dbWta. Fsâ ]nXmth, Fsâ Zo\¯ns\ms¡ hfsc BizmkapWvSmbncp¶p. F¶m CubnsS a\Ênsâ hnjaw sImWvSmsW¶p tXm¶p¶p H¶pcWvSmgvNbmbn«v Xosc kpJanÃ. cm]I H¶pt]mse kÀÆ{X thZ\bmWv. Hmtcm \nanjhpw hfscb[nIw hnjan¨mWv IS¯nhnSp¶Xv. \oXnam\mb ssZhatÃ? AXpsImWvSv kam[m\apWvSv. |
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(20 - 11 - 1944)
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IÀ¯mhnsâ
aWhm«nbmIm³
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Rm³ IÀ¯mhn\v Gähpw CjvSs¸« aWhm«n Bbn¯ocp¶Xn\pthWvSn A§v Fs¶ klmbn¡Wta. IÀ¯mhn\njvSaÃm¯sXm¶pw F\n¡p thWvSm F¶tà AhnSp¶v Ft¶mSp ]dªncn¡p¶Xv. AXv kZm Fsâ HmÀ½bnepWvSv. Rm\Xn\mbn«v ]cn{ian¡pIbpw At]£n¡pIbpw sN¿p¶pWvSv. Fsâ _elo\X \nan¯w DWvSmIp¶ sXäpIÄ \à ssZhw £an¡psa¶v F\n¡p ]qÀ®hnizmkw DWvSv. ssZhw Xncpa\ÊmIp¶psh¦n Fsâ Zo\w t`Zs¸Sp¯Wsa¶p Rm³ {]mÀ°n¡p¶pWvSv. AXpsImWvSv F\n¡p kam[m\t¡Sv H¶pw CÃ. ]WvSs¯ At]£n¨v F\n¡v kl\hpw £abpw XymKhpw Hs¡ hfsc¡pdhmWv. s\mhnkym¯n h¨v Fsâ CjvSm\njvS§Ä F´msW¶v A\yÀ a\Ênem¡nbn«nÃ.
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(10 - 4 - 1945)
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ssZhw Fs¶ in£n¡pIbmtWm?
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Ct¸mgs¯ Fsâ ØnXn hfsc ]cnXm]IcamWv. Rm³ F§s\bmbn¯ocpsa¶v BÀ¡dnbmw. IÀ¯mhv Ct¸mÄ Ft¶mSp hfsc \nÀ±bambn«mWp hÀ¯n¡p¶Xv. AhnSp¶v Fsâ t\À¡p I®S¨mWv Ccn¡p¶sX¶v tXm¶nt¸mIp¶p. Rm³ hfscb[nIw ]cn{ian¡p¶pWvSv. bmsXmcp ^ehpw ImWp¶nÃ. s\mhnkym¯p Ignªn«v C{X kt´mjanÃmbva Rm³ A\p`hn¨n«nÃ. Fsâ kwkmcwsImtWvSm {]hr¯nsImtWvSm h¶p t]mbn«pÅ sXäpIÄ¡v ]cnlmcambn«v ssZhw F¶nÂ\n¶v AI¶pt]mbXmbncn¡mw. F´pam{Xw kÂ{]hr¯nIÄ sNbvXmepw kln¨mepw IÀ¯mhn\v Hcp {]kmZhpanÃ. Fsâ lrZb¯n Hcp ssZhkvt\lhpanÃ. ssZhw X¶ A\p{Kl¯n\v X¡h®w Rm³ Pohn¡mªn«p ssZhw Fs¶ in£n¨Xmbncn¡Ww. F´p sN¿Wsa¶v F\n¡dnªpIqSm. Rm³ Fs¶ apgph\pw IÀ¯mhn\p hn«psImSp¯ncn¡pIbmWv. AhnSs¯ CjvSt]mse sNbvXpsImÅs«. Rm³ Bßtim[\ sNbvXpt\m¡nbn«v a\ÊdnthmsS H¶pw sNbvXXmbn«v HmÀ¡p¶nÃ. F\n¡nt¸mÄ `£Ww t]mepw Ign¡phm³ a\ÊnÃ. icoc¯n\v Atijw kpJw tXm¶p¶nÃ. Fsâ IÀ¯mhns\{]Xn Rm³ kIeXpw Dt]£n¨v aT¯n tNÀ¶p. C\nbs¯ Fsâ `mhn F´mbncn¡psa¶pÅ Nn´bÃmsX F\n¡p asäm¶panÃ. t\cs¯ Dd¡anÃsÃm. B Iq«¯n Nn´bpw IqSnbmbt¸mÄ ]dbm\panÃ. Bßobkam[m\w DWvSmbn«p acn¨m aXnbmbncp¶p. Cu hnjaw XpS§nbXn¸ns¶ Fsâ CjvSwt]mse H¶pw {]hÀ¯n¨n«nÃ. [mcmfw kln¡pIbpw £an¡pIbpw Hs¡ sN¿p¶pWvSv. F¶ncp¶mepw IÀ¯mhn\v Ft¶mSv sIdphmWv. |
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(14 - 3 - 1945)
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XoÖzmebn Hcp
IoSw t]mse
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Fs¶ apgph\pw Cutimbv¡p
hn«psImSp¯ncn¡pIbmWv. AhnSs¯ CjvSwt]mse Ft¶mSv F´pw sNbvXpsImÅs«. kvt\ls¯{]Xn
ZpcnX§Ä kln¡pI, AXn kt´mjn¡pIbpw sN¿pI CXp am{Xta Cl¯n Rm³ B{Kln¡p¶pÅq.
Aev]wt]mepw ]pd¯p ImWn¡msXbpw BhemXns¸SmsXbpw kln¡Wsa¶p hfsc Bibpv. ZpcnX§Ä
bm{Xbm¡p¶ BÄXs¶ AXv kln¡p¶Xn\pÅ iànbpw XcmXncn¡ptam kvt\l]nXmth, ]ct\{X§Ä¡p
Rm³ kZm kt´mjhZ\bmbn ImWs¸Sp¶XpsImv F\n¡p am\knIambn«p bmsXmcp hnjaXIfpw
kln¡m\nÃ. A[nImcnIfpw ktlmZc§fpw F{X hmÕey]qÀÆw Ft¶mSp s]cpamdp¶p Fs¶ms¡bmWp
aäpÅhcpsS hnNmcw. ]t£ CjSm\njvS§Ä Fs´Ãmsa¶v A\yÀ¡p a\Ênem¡phm³ ]mSnÃm¯
hn[¯n Rm³ Fs¶¯s¶ apgph\mbn _enIgn¨n«Ãtbm C{]Imcw Ft¶mSp hÀ¯n¡p¶sX¶p tXm¶nt¸mIp¶p.
BhemXnIsfm¶pw ]dbm¯XpsImv F\n¡v Nnet¸msgms¡ Ipsd BhemXns¸«mse´msW¶p tXm¶p¶pv.
F¦nepw CXphscbpw AXn\p hgns¸«n«nÃ. XoPvPzmebpsS \Sphn¡nS¶p ]pfbp¶ Hcp IoS¯n\p XpeyamWv Ct¸mgs¯ Fsâ AhØ... icWt¡Spt]mepw tXm¶n. DSs\ a\kvXm]s¸«p s]mdpXn At]£n¨p a\Êam[m\w hopw {]m]n¨p. Fsâ hnjaXIsfÃmw Fsâ \à ssZhw t\m¡ns¡mncn¡pIbpw Fs¶ Bizkn¸n¡pIbpw sN¿p¶pv |
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(1946þs^{_phcn)
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IÀ¯mhv Fsâ
lrZb¯nencp¶psImv
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a\ÊdnªpsImv Hcp \nÊmc]m]tZmjw t]mepw sN¿mXncn¸m³ {ian¡p¶pv. F¶ncp¶mepw
ssZhkvt\l¯n\p XSÊambn«pÅ t]mcmbvaIÄ [mcmfw DmIp¶pv. C{X\mfpw
imcocnIambn«pÅ ]oUIfmbncp¶p IqSpXembn«pmbncp¶Xv. Ct¸mÄ cpw kaw. shdp¸pw
AtcmNIXzhpw Nn´Ifpw [mcmfw. FÃmw £an¨p Pbn¨p Ignbpt¼mgs¯ AhØ ]dbm\panÃ. Fsâ
hnjaXIsfÃmw A\ysc F®nt¡Ä¸n¨m euInImizmkw e`n¡pw. ]t£, ^esa´v? F®saÃmw
IÀ¯mhnsâ k¶n[nbn am{Xw. AXn\p hnLv\w hcp¯mXncn¸m³ Rm³ {ian¡p¶pv. Rm³ CXÃ, CXn IqSpXepw Fsâ aWhmfs\ {]Xn kln¡p¶Xn\p a\Êmbncn¡p¶p. Fsâ _e£bw sImv [mcmfw \jvSs¸Sp¯p¶pv. Fsâ \à ssZhw Fs¶ t\m¡n kq£n¨ncn¡pIbmWtÃm Fs¶mcmizmkhpw CÃmXnÃ. IÀ¯mhv Fsâ lrZb¯n Ccp¶psImmWsÃm C{]Imcw Fs¶ Zp:Jn¸n¡p¶Xv Fs¶mcmizmkapv. |
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(1946þs^{_phcn)
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shÅn ip²n sN¿p¶Xpt]mse
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bmsXmcmizmkhpw IqSmsX kln¡Wsa¶p IcpXn
C{Xbpw Znhkw XymKw sN¿pIbpw kln¡pIbpw sNbvXp. shÅn ip²am¡p¶hs\t¸mse IÀ¯mhv
Fs¶ t\m¡nbncn¡pIbmsW¶p tXm¶p¶p... Ipd¨p Znhkambn«v Fsâ icochpw a\Êpw Hcpt]mse \odpIbpw thZ\b\p`hn¡pIbpw sN¿p¶pv. icoc¯nemsW¦n Igp¯papX Imensâ ap«phscbpw sXmen s]mfnªpt]mhpIbpw tZl¯n \n¶pw sN¶ocpw sNfnbpw ]pds¸Sphn¡pIbpw sN¿p¶pv. F¦nepw ]gps¸m«panÃ. apJhpw ssIap«n\p Xmsgbpw ]gb ØnXnbn¯s¶bncn¡p¶p. CXpsImsm¶pw Fsâ _en ]qÀ¯nbmIpsa¶p tXm¶p¶nÃ. NnInÕIsfms¡ [mcmfw sN¿p¶pv. IÀ¯mhp Xs¶ Bizmkhpw iànbpw Xcs«. icoc¯n CXÃ, CXne¸pdw h¶mepw thXnÃ. a\Êam[m\w \jvSs¸ScpsX¶p am{Xta F\n¡t]£bpÅp. CXphscbpw AXp \jvSs¸«n«nÃ. Fsâ ]nXmth, Fs¶sbmcp ]pWyhXnbm¡Wta. Rm³ Ignbp¶{X ]cn{ian¡p¶pv. F\n¡p hfscb[nIw t]mcmbvaIÄ Dv. amt½mZokmbn In«nb hc{]kmZw CXphscbpw \jvSs¸SmXncn¸m\pÅ A\p{Klw \à ssZhw F\n¡p X¶p. |
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(1946 tabv)
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